Oh man.

Ugh.

I no likey.

I know I’m not alone on this and I hate that I’m even writing a post about this to share with the world but I know I’m not alone but man guys, life has been a little rough the past few days, huh? I can’t read Twitter without my blood boiling, Facebook is actually (how? I have no idea) but not horrible, but still nothing to run away with just yet. It’s still crappy. Then I turn to Insta and things start to make sense again. I look through Snapchat and my god, people are living and… wait, are they smiling too?

Okay, so not everything is falling apart like I thought.

*Apple watch dings* New CNN article: “Trump… wall… abortion…” Omg.

Aaaaand I’m back to the beginning again.

This past election was ROUGH, everyone knows that, even people across the world who aren’t U.S. citizens. Then once the dust (sorta) settled, things started to get normal again. Then Mr. Trump began presidency. Things started to feel warm and fuzzy again once we marched in the streets with love for the Women’s March. Then, BAM! Horror struck. In so many unimaginable ways. Is this what it felt like back in the day when history was totally backward*? (I’m lookin’ at you slavery, pre-LGBT freedom of marriage, that was sadly only over a year ago, and the KKK walking around like they owned the place (still do)). *It’s still backward

I truly feel scared that my brothers and sisters are going to begin suffering unlike they have ever suffered before. AND THEY ARE ALREADY SUFFERING.

This world is cruel, man. And this is coming from a white kid who’s had everything handed to them in life. I DON’T EVEN UNDERSTAND to its fullest extent how bad it can be and I’m PISSED.

I’m so mad and I want to scream from the rooftops.

But here’s the thing, I don’t know how to feel because 1.) I need to do my duty and stand up for what is right (but this is consuming and makes you mad and irritable almost all the time) or 2.) Find the positivity in life and don’t let everything consume you (but, hey that’s what I get to do because I’m WHITE). But then there’s the perfect balance:

1.) Always care about what’s going on and pay attention. 2.) Speak up when something is wrong and speak for those who don’t have a voice. 3.) Shine in your community and change lives right in front of you (Holla, TeamMates! Which everyone should join).

I can tell you one thing that I’ve learned. YOU can make a difference. I hateeee how people are against politics being shared on social media, yes, to an extent be kind and don’t share #fakenews but ya gotta stay WOKE, know what’s going on. It’s so important and you can really make a difference. Just look at what’s already happening around us! A crappy Nebraska senator resigned because of a Tweet he retweeted about the Women’s March. That happened because of the march! And go ahead and beat me up for calling him crappy, but he is. He wants to talk about morals and thinks he knows what’s best for people but yet he can’t keep his personal life together. Also, how did he get his job basically taken away when Trump earned presidency from Tweets? Ah, that’s just a discussion for another time I suppose.

Okay, this rant is over. I was never going to revert to politics on this blog but writing this out makes me feel better and connected with people. Who knows, I might even get super uncomfortable about this and remove it. But until then, here it is.

I love all of you human beings! Let’s make this world a better place.

P.S. When is the next Women’s March?